OMG ONE WEEK

Ok ONE week and we leave - yes freaking out!  FREAKING out.  But our call with the agency really was great info.  And talking to Sue today was TOTALLY helpful - glad I took notes from all conversations.  I can't believe in about 10 days we'll HOLD our little guy.

Learned more about HIM today from a family that held him last week - he's the personality of the place - but they felt it was good.  Just a happy and excited and probably very active kid!  Ha.

a few more things to buy - UGH - but we'll get there - a few electrical converters - just to make sure. The one we borrowed - we're not sure it will work there so to be on the safe side.  And then major cleaning at home.  Yep - nothing is ever done.

Oh and good news the one family that went last week - they were officially submitted to Embassy today!  That's good news. IF everything goes good - they could potentially bring their child home before Xmas!  Wow wouldn't it be amazing if Curt could come home by years end?  Wow - amazing.

anyhow - life is good!  Life is insane.

Good thing I went to the dr's office today - I've been sick since traveling last week and just not getting better. I have an ear infection, throat infection and possible sinus infection!  They said its very early so starting antibiotics today I will be feeling OK to fly!  They said if I had waited and flew next week the pressure changes in flying would really HURT my ears and I'd be miserable!  Thank God I listened to my instincts.

Anyhow - we just feel God's guiding us and he's taking care of us and others are taking care of us too!

I know I"m rambling - say I"m sick, stressed  - traveling in a week - whatever.  But I saw the donations from Nate's pediatrician - I thought a little box!  NOPE - a full paper size box and then a bag!  Then the dentist will give us more tomorrow.  The church kids gave us a LOT, a friend at work, church and a few others gave us MORE!  OH My - not sure we'll hit the weight limits on this trip - we'll figure it out.

HUGS to everyone.
Gail

AWESOME News - Court updates and more

wow - crazy day!  So we travel a week from Tomorrow!  OMG is about all I can say.  I'm not feeling well, overwhelmed and just going CRAZY.  I need to get to a DR tomorrow and mine's not taking anyone - NONE of the dr's have openings.  NOT fun.  So looks like I'll find a new one.

anyhow I had a conference call with the wonderful other mom's to be and Sally at the agency today for answering questions.  While on the call Sally informed Sarah and I our first court date PASSED today!  (well her's yesterday and we anticipate the other two families tomorrow - yeah).  So then she sent me a note - our letter is there and Done!  This usually takes up to 2 weeks AFTER our appointment - so this is done about 2 weeks early!  AMEN - as our friend Joanne said when I picked Nate up tonight - its a God thing - he wants this boy home!  Its all working out because God wants THIS CHILD WITH US!  I think - no - I KNOW she's right.

Then I was asked to speak at LOGOS's - this is our children's week night group at our church.  Unfortunately I work too far away to get Nate there every week -but they asked if I could speak about adoption and Ethiopia!  I was TOTALLY shocked when the kids brought two huge basket of donations for us to take!  Not only did the parents donate things but many of the kids used their own personal savings!  AMAZING!  Truly amazing.  The sweetest thing.  I get tears in my eyes just typing this!

Anyhow - our other friends found out they were officially submitted to the Embassy today - yeah for them!  They were just there last week - so this is GREAT NEWS!

Just a few things to be thankful for this year!  Very happy about that.  Looking forward to it all!  A few other things happening in our life - its just insane at the moment - but God works in mysterious ways.

Thanks for the support and please keep us in your prayers as we fly next week.
Gail

2 more weeks

Wow - 2 weeks from today and we are flying to Ethiopia, Africa!  YEP - Wow - guess I doubted this day would ever really come more than once.  I'm still in shock - have TONS to get done before then.  But going to cherish every moment - it will be well worth it.  We can't wait.

anyhow - lots going on - just can't wait.
Hopefully now with USCIS is in Addis things will progress?
Gail

12 years ago today

Yes- 12 years ago today I married the love of my life, my best friend and the man of my dreams - all rolled into one!  It was a perfect day - not "devils" night as many call it around Michigan, but an Angels night as Detroit likes to call it!  It was perfect, snowing earlier in the week and after - but 75 degrees, sunny and perfect -

Family and loved ones were there for the big event.  It was just gorgeous.  It was a great day  -and every day since has continued to grow our love and devotion for each other.  We've ventured to New Jersey as newly weds, leaving the life we new.  It was a great adventure that soon led us  back here!  We are now venturing to Ethiopia to meet our son in a few short weeks.

A lot has happened, the good, bad and ugly - but every second has been worth it!

I can't wait to add one more member to complete our perfect family!

Enjoy today -
Love
Gail

Overwhelming

Wow - in just about a month, Craig and I will be heading for Detroit Metro (ok a month from Tuesday - the 25th) - and embarking on the first trip of a lifetime!  We will meet our future son - Curtis Samuel Backus!  Wow - I can't wait. but in the mean time I think all the emotions, the to do list - and everything is just overwhelming!  I'm on the verge of tears at the moment.  I just want it all to be perfect - but I know its not gong to be!

I will have problems, I may pack the wrong thing, buy the wrong thing, do or say the wrong thing.  I can't make perfect, I know I have to let this go to God's hands!  But ye - I'm scared.
so last week I obsessed about the travel arrangements, should I just order online myself, go to the travel agent, what will save us the most money and give us the most time.  Well needless to say - we opted for the travel agent.  I know that's best - I really do.

Now this weekend - I"m obsessing over the nursery - do we use the same theme we did for Nate?  Do we do something different?  I can't find all the stuff that went with Nate's room.  I think I donated it all!  NOT GOOD - well no not all, but the valences, the wall borders, etc.  All the things I want right now.  I did find the lamp, mobile, wall hangings, comforter (wall hanging) and stuff.  I love this one.  I can't get the borders online.  I painted over the gorgeous wall mural my cousin painted - so that's long gone.  But then my mind keeps going to the jungle theme - something different then the underwater/dolphin theme.  I know Curt will be fine - he's not even 1 yet - he wont' care.  but I want his life to be perfect.  I want him to be happy, loved and healthy!

I know this will all work out - I have to continue to put my faith in God's hands - he's brought us this far hasn't he?  I don't know where else all this would have come from if it weren't for his hand guiding me to this country and this choice and Craig coming along for the ride.  Ha - he was a HUGE part in all this - I just knew long ago I wanted to adopt as well.

anyhow - life is overwhelming - I know we will be fine.  I did try to donate a lot of old stuff to the Salvation Army today - so that felt good.  Unfortunately they stopped taking donations - so our living room is loaded, the nursery is loaded and the van as well!  Ha - yep - see LOTS to do in the next few weeks.  I guess this is good for the second trip - getting more "nesting" time done.

Well tomorrow starts a new day and week!  Hopefully I won't have to travel this week - I doubt they will send me out - but I have a feeling I will be on the road NEXT week.  So that's fine - at least I can help another plant out.

anyhow - I'm so excited to go meet our little guy, take pictures of all the other kids and meet these wonderful families traveling with us!  It will be fun.  I need to just let go and enjoy!  Stop worrying about making things perfect when its life and only God is perfect - as long as I try to do the right things and live in his image - we'll be fine.

yep - hormonal, emotional and feeling like crap with these allergies today!  All that's adding up to a fun day!
Happy Sunday - it was beautiful here and I hope everyone else had a great sunny day!  I had fun with my two boys and hoping the 3rd will come home soon.
Gail

Travel plans made

Wow - things are getting more and more real!  Our travel plans are booked, we have flights, will have a day trip north and then take in some local sites around Addis  My dad's flights are booked and he'll be here to watch Nate while we are gone (an the 3 fur balls too). We got notice of more forms that we need to have filled out and I need to figure out all the financials still (oh - pray for us).

anyhow - just can't help but think in just a few weeks we can hold our little boy!  I just keep looking at kids where ever I'm at and thinking - we'll have a baby soon!  Curt will be 7.5 months when we meet him!  I just can't wait!

I bought some books for both boys while on my trip this week - can't wait.

Now just happy to be home for a few days - but just more and more to think about what needs to be done!!!!  Oh so overwhelming.

Some good news - it sounds like some people traveling a few weeks before us - the paper work is already at the courts and done?  That's Great - maybe things were caught up during the rainy season!  Now if only the Embassy stuff can get figured out  - we shall see.

Ok- babbling as usual
Gail

Things to consider when asking questions about adoptive families

So I read the following post on a blog that I follow last night.  I asked the writer, Kirsten if I could borrow and post.  I want to keep this for when we bring Curt home - as I'm sure we will need to read and remember these things for years to come.  Kirsten wrote this so well, I just knew I couldn't do it justice like she did - so thank you for letting me post this here.

So anyhow - I've read the books too and just know I totally agree with everything here.  I'm sure we will have this when we get home.  Heck - I"ve already dealt with some of these comments from many people, and some you would think would never ask.  But that's alright  - many people are learning through our family experiences.  I know LOTS of couples that learned from my experiences years ago with PCOS and the infertility treatments.  I feel I was able to share my life and hopefully help others.  And then the last 2 years with my gastric bypass -again I'm proud of this choice - to save my life -to get healthy.  Yes it was drastic - but something that was the only thing left for me.  And it did save me!  I only have to see the blood results again, my blood pressure, and just seeing me raking leaves yesterday-you will know I'm going to live a long time!  And I'll hopefully help ONE person out there realize - its ok.

And now - with the adoption - trying to explain - WHY we didn't pick a child from the US or WHY didn't get want a child "just like us" - well honestly it doesn't matter!  God made this choice and placed it in our hearts. God chose our future son for us.  It took us a while to get to that point, but its one I'll NEVER regret.  And now -I just hope to share the story with others that struggle with expanding their family!  This is OUR story - and maybe it will help another person figure it out -

so for now - read the post below - its written amazingly well about ONE families story.  One I happen to agree with and am inspired by their challenges on how to approach our future life.
Gail

The Power of Language

The words we use are so powerful. And sometimes we don't realize at all what we are saying or how it comes across.  I know a lot of people in the adoption community get very offended by certain terms. I don't blame them, although I am not as easily offended.  I figure I'd rather give the other person some grace and realize that they probably don't realize what they are saying.

For the past two years, I've been doing all kinds of training; reading books on interracial adoption, reading about adoption in general, doing web-inars, etc. I'd consider myself fairly well-educated on the matter. Plus, I'm a social worker. In grad school, the power of the labels/language we use was drilled into my head. I try to always be very aware of what my words are saying.

But I have to realize that many people are not. They didn't spend two years learning about adoption and probably didn't have any grad school classes on language.  I can choose to get upset over what they say or I can educate them. I think, in most cases, people just don't have the working vocabulary they need to talk appropriately about adoption.

And I figure most of y'all who read this blog are my family or close friends or you know someone in the adoption community. So I thought I'd provide a tiny lesson on adoption language, free of charge! :)  Here are some rules of thumb for talking with adoptive families:

Please don't ask me about Amani's "real parents." Rob and I are his real parents. I know who you are talking about when you say that, but to be honest, it hurts my feelings a tiny bit. And, MUCH more importantly, someday Amani will hear and understand your words. He will wonder why you think his Mom and Dad are not his real parents.  Feel free to say "birth parents" but don't expect us to tell you anything.

Please don't ask me about my "own" kids. All three of them are my own.  I've had people say, "oh, I didn't realize you couldn't have any more of your own." Or say things like "what do YOUR kids think."  I know you mean my biological children, but every child of mine is my own. I don't want Amani to ever hear this and think he is not mine.  I don't want Riley and Allyn to hear this and think he's not ours, too!  (And in case you were wondering, we chose to adopt. We had no reason to believe we couldn't have more biological children. We believe adopting is just as good of an option for growing a family).

Don't ask "where did you get him?"  That's the kind of question you ask someone with a new puppy.  "Where is he from?" is much more appropriate. I know those don't seem like important differences, but if you want to connect with the mom you're asking these questions of, I promise it's an important distinction.

Please don't ask "Was he expensive?" or "How much did he cost?"  I did not purchase my child. I NEVER want him to get that impression. EVER.  It's probably never appropriate to ask someone about the cost of their adoption in the presence of their children, but if the kids aren't around, it's fine by me if you ask if adoption is expensive. But then I just might ask you how much you paid your OB or midwife for your labor & delivery! :)

And don't try to use him to get a certain message across. He is not a poster-child for adoption. He's not a poster-child for Ethiopia.  I am happy to speak about adoption or about Ethiopia but I am not bringing my child with me as a prop.  If you were giving a talk on birth and labor, you probably wouldn't bring your baby along when there was a much more age-appropriate activity for your child to participate in.  The same goes for us. Amani is a child, not a message.

That's a lot of "don'ts".  Want to know what you CAN do if you see someone with a child and you think it's maybe an international adoption?

Compliment their child.  Every mother loves to hear great things about their children. I was out with Amani tonight and was told twice that I have a pretty baby. It made my heart sing.  And if they had chosen to follow that statement up with nicely-worded questions about adoption, you know I would have been happy to talk to them about it!

Talk about regular mom stuff. Get a conversation going the way you would with any other mom. Say "how old is he?" or make some kind of comment about something your child did at that age. You know, those weird things we mamas say to each other when we're sitting on the benches inside the Chick-Fil-A play area. To that mom, their child is not "my adopted child." He is simply "my child." Act accordingly.

Ask.  If you aren't sure if it's okay to talk about a child's adoption, wait until the child is not around and ask if it's okay. Some parents are super-open about talking about their children's adoptions. Some are not. It's okay to ask.  But be prepared to allow them to say they don't want to talk about it. Just because it is obvious that a child is adopted doesn't mean the parents are open to discussing it.  For us, I'm more than happy to talk about it as long as it's also appropriate for Amani to hear what we are saying. If it's not, be prepared for me to change the subject, hoping you'll take the hint that now is not the time.

And don't freak out. We all make mistakes in our wording. We do it all the time. Our culture condones a lot of it. I'm certain I've said things that I didn't mean to say or I didn't think before I spoke.  And I'm not writing this post in response to anything in particular, so if you are my friend, please don't wonder if I'm talking about you! I promise, I am not!!! You don't need to walk (or talk) on eggshells around me. But realize that, just like every mom, I want what is best for my children, and that includes what they hear about how they came into our family.

So now you know. And knowing is half the battle! ;)

Making plans

Well I hope to make the flight reservations this weekend!  The flights are open but filling up!  I know another family probably flying on the same dates - hoping we can get the same or flights close if they don't mind -ha!  Tagging along to meet the kids!

I"m still overwhelmed by it all.  Trying to figure out what gifts to bring everyone.  I may take a few now and more at the next trip.   I'm slowly getting ideas and things to bring for people.  Just a lot of stuff going on!  Just crazy.

I must travel this week - but better to get it out of the way now before our future little Curt comes home.

So anyhow in all the stuff going on - our little guy turned 6 months old last Sunday - happy birthday baby boy!  Wish we could be with you - but soon.  We were spending the weekend welcoming your new Aunt Stacey into our lives as she married your uncle Marcus.  Your newest cousin Christopher joined the week before - everyone's so excited to really see and hold you!  Even all the family friends.

Hold on tight - only 6 weeks and we will be with you soon and getting to explore the beautiful country you are from.
Love mommy and daddy

COURT DATE - yes we got that news

Yes - we can NOT believe it - we received an email with our COURT DATE yesterday!  Yes that's right!  Our agency was surprised too after what they had been told the week before. Just crazy - so we will travel on or around Thanksgiving this year - what a blessing.  3 other families from our agency will be going as well - can't wait to talk to them all - very exciting.

So we are looking for donations if anyone is willing or up to donating powder formula - please let me know.

also - if anyone has one of those UV disinfectant pens - let us know we'd love to borrow it!  Ha.  This may not be the longest trip - but we will spend time and hope to visit the northern region!

Thanks for prayers and support. I know that anything can change at anytime.  And even after this - the US Embassy investigations may take a LOT longer!  So probably a few months after we pass the ET courts- but its in God's hands!

God bless everyone.
Gail

NO court date yet - back of the line

Well the agency is getting court dates for people that didn't get one before the August closures.  however, since our first referral was voided, and we accepted a new one - we can't just stay in the same place - we have to now start over in the court process.  So our paper work was officially submitted to court last week - on October 7th!  So that's a good thing.  NO idea how long it will take to get a court date - we are waiting and waiting and we will make it.  I'm now assuming if this year - it will be LATE this year - so we shall see.  Just have to continue keeping the faith.

I know things happen for a reason and I believe this is God's plan.  Our friends in TN are hoping to get a referral - our goal is to travel aroudn the same time and meet IN country!  Wouldn't that be amazing?  We sure think so. So continue to pray they get a referral soon!

anyhow - in the last few weeks, we welcomed a new baby nephew - Christopher into the family!  He's in NY - so we won't see him for a bit.  And yesterday I welcomed a new sister in the family!  My brother married his beautiful bride Stacey!  We are blessed by our great family members!

So everyone keep the faith it sounds like things are moving again in ET and we hope all the kids continue to be healthy and happy.

Gail

Waiting for newn

Just lots of little things lately - but not much news.  WE have heard our little Curt is a very happy and healthy little guy.  One family met him when they met and then later brought their little guy home.  I've been told the orphanage he's at is VERY nice and so loving.  Just so blessed that he's where he is to get that love from some wonderful women!  Can't wait to meet them and him.

With that I've heard more court dates are being assigned!  So we are hoping to get a call soon and travel later this year!  Maybe November or December?  what a miracle that would be -can't wait to just hear!  I just want to see him.  So we'll see.

All that - lots of people need prayers - please pray for little Gabe- you can read his story at www.caringbridge.org and search for BraveBabeGabe - they still haven't figured out the blood disorder, but have decided to do DNA sequencing to see if that an figure it out - thank God for some new docs in Chicago.  And the brain issues can wait for now - its not changing. But poor Gabe keeps getting fevers and not sure why - he's so adorable - a great 4 year old.  Keep them all in your prayers.

My friend Michele is in the hospital with a fever too - she's in severe pain and not sure where this is coming from?  She's had health issues and many surgeries the last few years - it really stinks.  She and her family need prayers - especially her wonderful wife Tammy - she's got 4 kids to take care of, a job and worrying about Michele in the hospital!  How sad!  Hopefully the docs will get something soon.

Also continue to pray for the kids that are affected by the orphanage shut downs - especially K and the other two boys that had referrals voided.  I pray they are reunited with their families or find a loving home!

Thanks for following -life has been crazy with work and travels - so I'll continue to update as I get more info.
Gail

court dates?

Ok - NO we don't have a court date yet - however I saw on the yahoo posts that they recieved court dates this week!  Really?  That's amazing - because we didn't think they'd start doing them again until the governemtn opens!  But looks like they are being assigned!  yeah - maybe we will get some news sooner or later!

Also - just some prayer requests when we have people all over reading this.
1 - for my coworker Bob - he lost his wife Marsha on 9/11/11 to cancer.  They have two kids 13 and 9.  they will defiantly need some prayers.

2 - little Gabe is back in the hospital with a fever and infection - and he's due to be in Chicago Monday for tests with the specialists.

3 - for my friend waiting to get her referral - some agencies just handle this VERY different - and from what I"m reading - it is weird  I just pray that they get to see the picture of their son SOON

Thanks - hugs to everyone
GAil

Happy New Year's to Ethiopia - & happy 5 month bday to Curt

two things -
Happy 5 month bday to our future Curtis!

SEcond - happy New Year's - a few days early to Ethiopia.  They celebrate on 9/11 - and it will be 2004!  See the note below - our agency sent it out - figured they took it from some place.  Sounds very cool - looking forward to celebrating something happy next year on a sad day!


gail


Ethiopia New Years
Ethiopia will be celebrating their new year on September 12. It will be the year 2004 for them. I found an article that I thought was interesting. It gives you an idea about some of their New Year's traditions, etc.....

Ethiopia Preparing to Celebrate New Year (Enkutatashe)
Posted on admin on September 7, 2011 // 

Ethiopia is preparing to celebrate colorfully its New Year or Enkutatashe ("Gift of Jewels" in Amharic) i.e. 2004 on Monday based on its own ancient calendar which is eight years behind the Gregorian calendar.

The Ethiopic and Coptic calendars have 13 months, 12 months of 30 days each and an intercalary month at the end of the year of 5 or 6 days, depending whether the year is a leap year or not. The calendar totals 365 or 366 days.

This year, Enkutatashe falls on the 12 of September because of the leap year. Enkutatashe or spring festival is celebrated as the three months rainy season ends.

With the New Year approaching, the spirits of fresh beginnings are naturally in the air.

Here in Addis Ababa, home to around five million people, the New Year mood has already started, making the city busy, crowded and warm.

People are busy shopping for many things for the holiday.

Men are bargaining to buy different things for the holiday, including sheep, chicken or goat for slaughter on the day.

For the majority of Ethiopians, both Christians and Muslims, it is a must to slaughter a sheep, a goat or chicken on New Year's day to prepare Ethiopian traditional food such as chicken stew.

On the first day of the new year, people spend their time mainly at home eating and drinking traditional foods and drinks mostly cooked by women both in urban and rural areas of the country.

Men who are head of a family slaughter the sheep or goat early in the morning of the New Year.

The celebrations include visiting friends and families on the day, presenting them with gifts.

The New Year celebration is also a time when many people put forward their hopes, aspirations, resolutions and prospects like quit smoking cigarette, drinking alcohol or other bad habits.

A good number of Ethiopians in the Diaspora are also arriving to celebrate the New Year with their families.

whoo - the US government is working fast

So in under 10 days we went to renew Nate's passport - and got it back already!  AMAZING - they said it could be a few months!  Nope - not even 2 weeks - WITH a holiday thrown in!  Gotta Love it!  his passport expired at the end of this year - so we're hoping now that he can travel on the short trip with us - so we can all become a family together.

Then last week my friend had finger prints (to renew the dossier and all that) and her report was mailed in days!  Again - cool beans!  I know things are shut down for the season in ET but I just have this feeling things are all aligning for everyone - that our kids are fine and we'll hear soon when we will have a court date.  Ok - soon may be in middle of October or early November to even GET a court date - so we shall see.   I heard from our agency today they still don't have a confirmation as to when the courts will be open again  could be this month or next.  I've seen both out there in blog/group world - but we'll get there.  Just exciting anyhow.  God's got a plan and a LOT of things in motion in the Backus House - so hopefully its all just in his time so that it works out the best.   - that's my prayers and I"m sticking to it

so all that said - I do have some prayer requests for anyone that believes out there

1 -my coworker Bob - his wife Marsha was diagnosed with cancer earlier this year - well he emailed people this weekend and they are preparing to Hospice to come in - NOT good at all!  She's in her 40's and has two young sons

2 - a friend lost her sister -in her 40's this weekend as well!  Unexpectedly.

3 - the Borkes  family - Ruth the mom and wife died over a week ago to some rare infection - again totally unexpected

Just a lot of sadness - but all are or will be with our Lord one day.

Thanks all.
Gail

updates on K and the other boys

Hi all - happy Labor Day weekend -we are where we are meant to be - I'm tired but decided to make a quick update.

anyhow - I heard that K and the other boys - the 3 referrals that were voided in July - anyhow they were al moved to a new orphanage in the southern region  the government is still working to reunite them with their families  And it sounds like if they do tnot find the family or the families don't want them - they will remain in the orphange and probably moved to another home.  The country told the AAI people the kids may never be up for adoption -they may want to just keep them in group homes.  Just very sad.

Hopefuly these kids find the home and love they deserve!  They are so precious and deserve to be loved.

In other news - we are still waiting on a court date for S- I really can't wait to meet him!  Hopefully later this year.

some families are traveling to ET and have kids in the ame orphanage as S -so hopefully getting more news on our little guy. One family that did meet him told us how sweet and beautiful he is - and how loved he is.

Man -I can't wait to learn and see the ET culture in person. I've been reading about the country and peopleand learning how wonderful they are.  so it wil be fun.

Ok - tired -
enough of this babbling post.
Please continue to pray for all the kids inET as they are needing love and care.
Gail